A blog created by a Las Vegas exotic dancer in search for something higher than her 7 inch stilettos...her passion and true purpose in life.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Knowing
Knowing that I can be in full withdrawal mode 12 hours from now makes me wonder why I continued to make the same destructive decisions everyday for the past two months. He met him at the EZ Pawn on Eastern. I was there to trade in a $400 pair of clustered diamond earrings for the cheapest diamond studs set in yellow gold. Walmart brand, I think. I was aware I was down grading. We had the chance before but I guess we weren't ready. That day we were. We were curious to see where the dragon would take us. The high wrapped around by bones like a warm velour blanket. Drifting into euphoria, my anxious demeanor subsided. Something new, something brown, to numb my emotions once again so I can deal with the ever-expanding hole I'm digging.
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